Leading Our Children Toward God-Honoring Adulthood

The following remarks were delivered by our Academic Dean during Convocation.  

While reading the Odyssey recently, I was struck by a line to which I had not previously paid very much attention. It comes toward the middle of the book when Odysseus begins to tell his story to the Queen and King of Phaeacia. He begins by describing the geography of Ithaca, his homeland, and he says in passing, “Mine is a rugged land but good for raising sons—”

This in turn reminded me of an anecdote I heard long enough ago to have forgotten where I heard it. A farmer who owned a large and prosperous farm that employed many workers also put his own sons to work on the farm. He was asked one day why he put his sons to work raising crops when there was obviously no need for him to do so. “I’m not raising crops,” he replied, “I’m raising sons.”

And if I may, let me supply one more related example. When he was preparing his now famous documentary on the Civil War, Ken Burns was entrusted with a letter from a Union soldier to his wife. It is a deeply moving letter in which the solider confronts the prospect of never seeing his family again. At one point in the letter he writes,

“The memories of the blissful moments I have spent with you come creeping over me, and I feel most gratified to God and to you that I have enjoyed them for so long. And hard it is for me to give them up and burn to ashes the hopes of future years, when, God willing, we might still have lived and loved together, and seen our sons grown up to honorable manhood, around us.”

I mention each of these because they speak to a certain assurance about what exactly constitutes adulthood and how to get there, an assurance that is now noticeably absent in contemporary culture.

As a society, we are at present unsure about how exactly children become adults. Many people are worried that the transition is not happening at all. Some even question whether it is desirable that they do so. It’s been several years now since sociologists coined the phrase “extended adolescence.” And we can gauge the level of concern by the titles of burgeoning genre of books and articles including but not limited to The Vanishing American Adult, The Death of the Grown-Up, The Death of Adulthood in American Culture, and The Infantilization of Society and the Cult of Youth.

We might also point to rise of the unfortunate and inelegant verb, “to adult,” or “adulting.” As in, “I’d love to go out tonight, but I’ve got to adult.” As if being an adult was not something your were but something you did, and only if you had no choice. My own personal favorite data point in the “end of adulthood” genre is the appearance of footie PJs for adults.

These concerns are often manifested, less helpfully in my view, in the form of generational complaint and mockery, chiefly about the so-called Millennial generation. I say that this manifestation of our anxieties about adulthood is less than helpful because it often amounts to a thinly veiled self-righteousness. Like the Pharisee in the temple, we pray loudly, “God, I thank you that I am not like this Millennial.”

I will not attempt anything like a detailed explanation of what exactly is happening or why, but it seems safe to say that there is widespread confusion and anxiety about what it means to be an adult.

This confusion also has a flipside. The late Neil Postman, whose work remains ever-relevant, said that “Without a clear concept of what it means to be an adult, there can be no clear concept of what it means to be a child.”

So alongside vanishing adulthood, we can place the disappearance of childhood. In my way of putting it we are simultaneously witnessing the infantilization of adulthood and the professionalization of childhood.

That these trends have some bearing on the work of education seems obvious enough. What exactly that relationship may be is a little more difficult to pin down. But I’ll offer you, parents and students, a few observations to think about.

In the “death of adulthood” genre, the cure is often framed in terms of independence and self-sufficiency. It’s a reflection of the pseudo-Christian idea that God helps those who help themselves.

One reviewer of a book in the genre offered an alternative vision:

“Suppose adulthood were not synonymous with independence, not synonymous with working, not synonymous with grit or with achievement. Suppose adulthood is instead about accepting dependence, that you can’t take care of everything on your own, that you have limits; suppose the story we need is not the one about the worker who always says yes, but the person who is willing to say no—to the boss, to the job, to work.”

The stress on recognizing our dependence, our mutual dependence, and our limits seems much more in accord with a Christian vision of human flourishing and of the good society.

The idea that adulthood entails learning to say “No” rather than “Yes” is also appealing. Of course, it is not that we say No for the sake of saying No, modern day James Deans, rebels without a cause. Rather it is a matter, in my view, of learning to say No for the sake of saying Yes to what really matters. This is the essence of a disciplined life.

So here, then, are three characteristics of adulthood: dependence acknowledged, limits accepted, and discipline embraced. Let me say a bit more about that last one, with regards to our time and also our attention.

What has our lack of discipline, our inability to say No yielded? Our lives are stuffed, full to the brim, yet no happier. We barrel ahead, sometimes with no clear sense of where we are going, knowing only that we have to do the next thing and then the next. We have said Yes to too much and we have crowded out rest and worship and contemplation and play and joy.

Last year at this event, I asked us to consider the importance of attention. I asked us to view attention as a precious resource and urged us to become stewards of our attention because we lived in a world that had made distraction a matter of habit with devastating consequences for the life of the mind and the state of our souls.

The point, however, was not simply to become misers of attention, to learn only to say No to all of the notifications, vibrations, beeps, rings, and dings that address us constantly. The point, once again, is to say No, so that we might be able to say Yes to things that matter.

Perhaps we can frame maturity or adulthood as a matter of learning what does and does not deserve our attention.

“When I was a child,” the Apostle Paul wrote, “I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.”

Consider again how we have ignored both sides of Paul’s dictum. We have place before our children that for which they are not sufficiently mature. And we have, as adults, refused to put away childish things.

To return to Paul once more, do we, as parents and as teachers, give our attention to whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable. “If there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise,” Paul urges, “think about these things.” Give your attention to these things.

This entails an ability and willingness to judge. There is a certain irony here. Christians are often fond of pointing out that the only verse in the Bible anybody seems to know anymore is “Judge not, and you will not be judged.” Yet, we too are guilty of a failure to discern: not only between what is true and false and between what is good and what is evil, but also between what is beautiful and what is mediocre and, perhaps more importantly for our theme tonight, between the consequential and the trivial, the meaningful and the superficial.

Not only must we learn how to pay attention to what is noble and beautiful, but maturity also involves learning to pay less attention to ourselves and more attention to others.

The American novelist, David Foster Wallace put it this way in his deservedly famous commencement address at Kenyon College: “The really important kind of freedom involves attention, and awareness, and discipline, and effort, and being able truly to care about other people and to sacrifice for them, over and over, in myriad petty little ways, every day. That is real freedom. The alternative is unconsciousness, the default-setting, the ‘rat race’ — the constant gnawing sense of having had and lost some infinite thing.”

Finally, let me return to the idea of limits. The pursuit of endless possibility is one of the marks of our deferred adulthood. Maturity entails not only the acceptance of limits, but also the realization that our flourishing requires the recognition of limits and that our limitations are the conditions of our happiness.

Wendell Berry has put this as well as I have ever seen it put:

“our human and earthly limits, properly understood, are not confinements but rather inducements to formal elaboration and elegance, to fullness of relationship and meaning. Perhaps our most serious cultural loss in recent centuries is the knowledge that some things, though limited, are inexhaustible.”

Our places, where we make our home, where we learn, where we worship, each of these can also be a site of inexhaustible satisfaction and joy, but only if we learn to tend it and care for it.

If all of this business about the acceptance of limits, acknowledging our mutual dependence, and learning to give our attention to what is high and noble sounds like a joyless affair, it is not.

Speaking about the seriousness with which we treat our fellow human beings, CS Lewis in The Weight of Glory writes this:

“This does not mean that we are to be perpetually solemn. We must play. But our merriment must be of that kind (and it is, in fact, the merriest kind) which exists between people who have, from the outset, taken each other seriously—no flippancy, no superiority, no presumption.”

Likewise, when we set aside our preoccupation with ourselves and our fascination with trivial and superficial pleasures, we will find that in learning to love our neighbor and learning to love what is true and just and noble, we will experience a far deeper joy and satisfaction then we have known.

As we plan for this forthcoming year, let us consider how we might lead our children and our students toward God-honoring adulthood, an adulthood that does not consist in rugged self-sufficiency and autonomy but rather in humble recognition of our dependence–on God and on one another–our limits, and the discipline and judgment to turn our attention to what is noble and praiseworthy.

And for those caring for and teaching little ones for whom adulthood is still a far-off reality, let us guard their childhood, their wonder, and their joy.

Why Study Biblical Womanhood?

This fall, our administrator, Traci DeBoer, will be teaching an elective called Biblical Womanhood. In this post, she explains why such a class is needed. 

fountain.jpgOver the years, my husband and I have enjoyed the task of “preparing the hunt” for our kids. Whether it involved hunting down hidden clues that lead to a basket, or searching the landscape for colorful eggs, it was time spent in gleeful anticipation of both preparing the hunt and watching our kids discover their treasures.

We prepared the gift. Our children took steps to find the clues, decipher the words, and then followed through toward the goal–the prize.

This reminds me of Jesus’ words in Matthew 13 that tell us there is a treasure out there worth sacrificing everything we have. The kingdom of heaven starts here on earth. We can actually know and interact with our King and Creator. The incredible generosity of God is first displayed in His general revelation. Creation loudly proclaims the mighty works of God. In addition to this glorious gift, He gave us special revelation–His written word, to enlighten our hearts even more. Consequently, for those who find the value in these, He has even made known the hidden things of the kingdom for those who seek it. For most, it remains hidden. Proverbs 25:2 states “It is the glory of God to conceal things, but the glory of kings is to search things out.”

What does this have to do with Biblical womanhood? When God revealed Himself to my own heart 26 years ago, I was amazed by my hunger to know Him fully. He generously gave me the desire to search Him out. In my pursuit to discover more about Him, I found a link hidden in my own design and purpose. Before His Son came to earth in the flesh, He had already placed something living and tangible, in the creation of man and woman, that was designed to be a part of this unfolding revelation.

In studying God’s Word, I have had to confront truths about design, roles, and gender. As I embrace one, it sheds light on another. Barbara Mouser, author with the International Council for Gender Studies, mentions a childhood proverb her father often quoted, “Light obeyed brings more light; Light rejected brings the night.” [1] The Psalmist, David, also reminds us that “for with you is the fountain of life; in your light do we see light” (Psalm 36:9). The scriptures are full of references to light as truth. Embracing truth helps me see more clearly. Like a child on a hunt, I find incredible joy as I accept and embrace the truths of my design and God’s generosity continues as He unfolds another. I have encountered a deep intimacy with Christ that can only be found in pursuit. I have found a treasure worth sacrificing everything.

Barbara Mouser states, “Our ancient foes–the world, the flesh, and the devil—are the same from generation to generation; yet the shape and form of the battle changes. Nothing quite like the early twenty-first century amalgamation of modern feminism, pseudo-science, and ancient idolatries has been seen before in history.” [2] Thankfully, I had a grounding in scripture when I headed to college. Most of my professors were active feminists, men and women alike, whose philosophies and agendas were opposed to the truth of the Bible. God graciously gave me favor with them as I respectfully stood my ground. Two of my professors even traveled over 60 miles to attend my wedding after weeks of trying to persuade me to remain single and pursue graduate school instead.

Our daughters will encounter this to an even greater degree. I join with Mouser in desiring to engage today’s women, not with new doctrines, but with the whole counsel of God so that the next generation will be grounded in His truth as they develop their theology of femininity. In specifically offering further study in Biblical womanhood, my intention is to partner with other members and families of Smith Prep committed to cultivating the hearts and minds of our students, giving them the tools to better shape their unique gifts and calling in God’s world.


[1] Barbara Mouser, Five Aspects of Woman (Monument, Colo.: Snowfall Press, 2012), Vol 2, 33.

[2] Mouser, Vol 1, vi.

With Faces Turned Upward

Life can be hard. It is easy to be crushed by the pressures of home, work, marriage, and finances while simultaneously trying to hold together all of the intricacies of life and schooling our children. Even during the summer months, projects and plans may fall through and the responsibilities of life may become overwhelming. We experience pain, sickness, and distress navigating roles, relationships, and responsibilities to make life work.

Schooling our children at home adds an extra layer of stress. In a co-op or a hybrid school you are surrounded by families that seemingly have everything pulled together, even though this perception is far from the truth. Many times homeschooling results in a feeling of isolation. Typically, schooling our children at home results in a one-income household and a greater concern of financial stability. The extra added work of educating our kids and the regular dose of household chores provoke feelings of being perpetually behind and caught in an uncontrollable whirlwind. How do we respond to such struggles? What should we do when faced with the duress that often accompanies our lives?

Several years ago I had the privilege of studying Dante in Florence, Italy. The first evening upon arriving in Florence, I walked the city’s narrow streets. At dusk I approached the Cattedrale di Santa Maria del Fiore, the cathedral capped by Brunelleschi’s famous dome. As I emerged from the Florentine alleys, the imposing structure of towering height and immeasurable beauty confronted my sensibilities. A 14th/15th century gothic cathedral made almost entirely from marble and standing nearly 400 feet tall engulfed my vision. The hand carved statues and decorative facades overwhelmed my sense of place as another student was compelled to remark in a subtle and quiet voice, “It’s alien.”

The cathedral is indeed alien! The cathedral is a physical expression of the presence of God’s eternal kingdom and reminds every Christian that their citizenship belongs to another realm. The structure is designed to capture our imaginations, arrest our attention, and provoke awe and wonder in all those who see it and enter into its shadow. Its enormous size, ornate facades, and stunning craftsmanship impose its will upon the pilgrim, forcing our gaze upward.

The construction of this magnificent building occurred during a time of political unrest and economic uncertainty, even during the mid 14th century when the plague crippled Italy, indeed all of Europe, resulting in the deaths of nearly 60 percent of the population of Tuscany and as many as 40,000 Florentine citizens.[1] Yet, the work continued and the artists, architects, and engineers persevered.

During life’s difficulties, hardships, and its most trying times we sometimes find it hard to keep moving. Life can be paralyzing. This is a common experience given that we all participate in a world cursed by sin and physical corruption. Even the Apostle Paul lamented the he was “so utterly burdened beyond [his] strength that [he] despaired of life itself” (2 Corinthians 1:8). However, he goes on to explain that this was so we would “rely not on ourselves but on God who raises the dead” (vs. 9). The medieval cathedral enabled the people to see through their circumstances and to recognize that they belong to a different world and were beholden to the kingdom of Christ.

The expression of God’s kingdom embodied by the cathedral aided those dealing with fractured politics, a flailing economic system, social estrangement, and a plague that killed 40,000 Florentines. It presented a physical display of the realities of God’s continued faithfulness and presence. Like the irresistible sound of the Sirens enchanting sailors, the medieval cathedral summoned men and women to gaze upward, refocusing and redirecting all momentary anxieties to a kingdom that cannot be shaken.

We need these reminders and we need encouragement! The Lord’s Supper, the Eucharist, physically reminds us of our need to be sustained by something other than an idea. It is the Gospel preached to our other senses. As the bread and the wine feed and nourish our bodies, so are we ultimately sustained by the work of God in Christ. God has given us the blessing of the Eucharist to sustain us in times of darkness and excite us in time of peace. Ultimately, the Supper has been given to embody the Gospel in physical form.

C.S. Lewis has said, “The more heavenly minded we are the more, the greater earthly good we might do.” We need to be reminded and summoned to gaze upward. We are not serving the kingdom of this world. Our task is to fulfill Christ’s prayer that God’s kingdom come and that God’s will be done here on Earth as it is in Heaven. We strive, struggle, and serve for purposes consistent with God’s creation mandate (Genesis 1:27-31). We raise children, work, and toil to ensure that God’s glory is celebrated by all of creation. Plato once said that the “pursuit of transcendental ideals is the sure path toward a satisfying life.” Only when we gaze upward to God’s heavenly kingdom will we overcome our trials and find hope. Only when we gaze upward to the purposes and promises of God can we find encouragement and satisfaction. Let us gaze upwards!


Michael Phillips, Headmaster

[1] Laurie Adams, Italian Renaissance Art (Boulder, Colo.: Westview Press, 2001), 51.

Classical Education: The Unity of Truth, Goodness, and Beauty

In a recent article, Lindsey Brigham reminds the classical teacher that there is more at stake in a classical education than truth, there is also goodness and beauty. Brigham opens by asking her readers to imagine a place of “pure and perfect proportion” that also “lacked any trace of color, sound, or scent; no music, no laughter, no gardens, no paintings, no feasts filled its symmetric architecture.” She then asks a penetrating question, “Would such a land be habitable?”

It is true that many classical schools and classical curricula emphasize propositional truth claims and the consequences of ideas. Indeed, the importance of teaching truth cannot be overstated. However, tending the mind to the exclusion of the whole person undermines a truly classical education and fails to take into consideration the world in which we live. Brigham suggests that we need to do more than teach truth:

[…] to teach truth alone is to usher students into a world of firm foundations, pure proportion, and stately symmetry with no color or sound or scent—the world of the fable above. This world lacks all that makes the truth homey and habitable, lovely and lovable; little wonder that students tire of it, poke fun at it, seek to move out of it. It cannot be home for their souls, for it lacks goodness and beauty.

Might this be the reason that when our students leave for college many abandon the first principles they had been taught by their parents? Could it be that reading the right books, attending the right school, participating in the right bible studies, and hearing the truth daily might not be enough to truly ground a student and equip them to live consistently within this world?

Stratford Caldecott, in Beauty for Truth’s Sake, argues that truth does not stand alone. Rather, according to the classical tradition, the triad of truth, goodness, and beauty are found in everything that exists. This is true because God, Who is the source of truth, goodness, and beauty, has created everything that exists. Caldecott explains:

Everything, in other words, is true, good, and beautiful in some degree or in some respect. All that exists—because it gives itself, because it means something—is a kind of “light.” It reveals its own nature and at the same time an aspect of that which gave rise to it. Beauty is the radiance of the true and the good, and it is what attracts us to both.

Cultivating the affections, for Caldecott, is, in some measure, more important than cultivating the mind. To see beauty in creation and to experience its penetrating effects necessarily leads us to fully embrace what is true and good. It was this concept that let Socrates to argue that the “object of education is to teach us to love what is beautiful.”

Classical education demands that we hold together truth, goodness, and beauty as an educational paradigm. It is not enough to teach about flowers; we need to smell the flowers. Teachers and parents must constantly be looking to the artistry of creation and the creativity of stories. Our children should be exposed to the wonderful sensations this world has to offer. We should be looking for opportunities to sing, dance, and play with each subject as well as those times to be quiet, still, and contemplative. We are directing more than our students minds, we are instilling in them tastes and sensibilities that will last a lifetime.

Classical education is human education. It is a philosophy of education that seeks to enliven students to colors, textures, aromas, sounds, and tastes of creation. Students are to experience the glory of creation and recognize the rot of its curse. Classical education is a formative education that trains sensibilities, inciting pleasure when appropriate and a distaste of those things that are awful. The goal of a classical education is to shape students, molding a discerning disposition toward the world. It is an education that unveils the true for students but also goodness and beauty.

Work, Education, and Summer Vacation

As the summer settles in and the schooling of our children begins to transform into parties, picnics, and beaches, it is good to remember that our responsibilities to educate our kids did not end in May. Our work continues through the summer months. This is not to say we shouldn’t play, we should! Nor is this to say we shouldn’t rest, we must! Yet, in our rest and play we must not neglect our work.

God is a worker. He has created the universe, a world, a garden, and a human race to rule over it. By default, humans created in God’s image are workers. We’ve been created with a creation mandate to fill, subdue, and rule the earth. This is easy to forget and even easier to despise. Work is hard, and our labors are often accompanied by difficulties. It is easy to forget our assignment to work began not as a burden but as a blessing.

In a recent article, Peter Leithart quotes John Milbank reminding us that, “Labor is not the consequence of the fall, only the debasement of labor. God himself is fundamentally and primordially a worker, and our work is pleasurable because it is the creative tending of God’s universe.” We must remember that there is pleasure in our royal status and indeed in our royal obligations. As kings over creation we have the benefits and blessings that accompany our dignified status as God’s image bearers.

It is important to keep these blessings in mind as we toil through a fallen and cursed world. We have a task that is set before us and this task is a blessing filled responsibility. We often work to provide necessities consistent with flourishing families. Yet, we also must recognize that our jobs, our work, do more than provide food, clothing, and shelter. Leithart tell us rightly that

Work isn’t simply the production of necessities. It isn’t something we “do” with no implications for who we are. There is a right instinct in the tendency to identify oneself as electrician, teacher, engineer, business owner, or financial advisor. It’s through our work that we are realized as human beings, as the particular individual humans we are.

In our professions, we come to identify with how we are fulfilling the creation mandate. Our humanity is put on display! This is of no little consequence, especially for our Smith Prep families committed to home educating their students in our hybrid model.

We are working hard to raise children who believe the gospel. We are working hard to equip each of our children with the resources to fill, subdue, and rule. We toil with our children because we have a responsibility, an obligation.

Stay alert to those teaching moments. Read to your children or read with them, a novel or story. Discuss the themes that stand out. Tell stories about your past that have shaped you and made you into the person you are now. Go on adventure and create new stories with your kids.

Demonstrate godliness in all your actions, in the treatment of your family as well as your treatment of strangers. Your kids are watching you and they will emulate you. Put virtue on display. Allow them see to you make some hard decisions and teach them that the easy decisions are not always the right decisions. Be consistent and allow your children to see your character in action.

Aristotle said “virtues are formed in a man by his doing the actions.” It is in the consistent repetition of life that habits and dispositions are formed. If we want our children to develop good habits, we must keep a good schedule. That is not to say that we can’t make exceptions now and again, but a healthy schedule is a consistent schedule. Schedule certain times to read, talk, serve, and play! Planning and providing opportunities for our children will help them grow and develop into good students.

As parents we have work to do. Fulfilling this obligation is not easy. Yet, we must not forget that it is an honor, privilege, and blessing to be given such a noble task. Through your efforts, your humanity and God’s glory are on display. Let’s keep working.

Smith Preparatory Academy Will Be at the FPEA Convention This Weekend

3333It’s convention time! For over 20 years Smith Preparatory Academy has been serving the homeschooling community in central Florida. For many of those years, we have been a vendor and held workshops at the annual FPEA homeschooling convention. This weekend, May 25-27, the convention will be held at the beautiful Gaylord Palms and we will again have a booth. We welcome all of our families and friends to pay us a visit while at the convention.

If you have friends or know of any families still considering their options for next year, please send them our way. We still have some room in both our Lower School and Upper School programs. We also offer excellent elective and dual enrollment opportunities for high school students. Faculty and staff will be available to discuss our program and we will be offering discounts to any family registering with us while at this year’s convention. We are looking forward to seeing everyone there!

Recovering our Role as Cultivators of Creation

With this post we introduce an occasional series featuring the work of our students. In this installment, one of our upper school students, Drew Mercantini, reflects on the impact of modern technology on our relationship to the creation we have been called to cultivate. The excerpt is drawn from a paper submitted for the class Faith in the Digital Age. 

[I]t is important to understand just what we are, in relation to this great realm of technology. Because technology is not just a tool or a composite object, it reaches out and shapes us in ways we rarely, if ever, perceive. We have noticed how phones draw us in and transform us into users, absorbed into the virtual realms of messaging and Facebook. But we do not really notice the effect that a camera has on us. We become a creature that looks for photos to be taken. This in turn impacts how we connect with the world, since how we perceive what is beautiful in creation is by what comes through our phone screen or camera lens. This is just one example of course, but the principle still stands. We use technology to affect the world, but it in turn affects us […]

Finally, it is crucial to understand how powerful technology is and how much it goes beyond any of us as individuals. Technology is far more encompassing and far more integrated into our lives than we currently think. We cannot stop the world from using technology, nor would we know how to. Technology is just far too integrated for any hopes of simply evicting it from our lives. Moreover, technology has become almost self sustaining, having developed into a plethora of complex systems. Technology at this point is incomprehensible, and most definitely uncontrollable.

The crux and goal of modernity, of the new science, of the emphasis on the mind, the modern search for authenticity, the therapeutic, of our whole endeavor into technology and culture is this: We have become the cultivated, not the cultivators.

We have shirked our mandate and marching orders, and have been put in the place of the thing we are called to serve. Our postmodern condition is really just the thorough naturalization of this mindset which arose some centuries prior. At root, this is what has led to the rise of the therapeutic, the search for authenticity and identity. We rely on the non-human portions of creation to cultivate us. This inversion has cost us dearly, causing us to wander, lost like never before. These things are sub-human and impotent in their efforts and eventually unsatisfactory in their powers. And yet, we persist in our consumption, certain that the solution lies in the manipulation of the creation for the service of man.

We are stagnant, nearly motionless, having creation broken down and packaged for our consumption. This is remarkably anti-biblical, and we now realize the genuine path we must follow.  As it is outlined for us, we must be the cultivators. We must shape and grow and mature the creation in light of its God-given order. For we can fully satisfy the needs of the sub-human portions of reality, not the other way around. The solution to our emptiness, to our desire for identity and authenticity, is the inverse of the inverse: we must assume again the role of cultivators rather than the cultivated. We must turn back to our first way, reverse the positions, and act as we ought to. We seem to be farther from our God than ever before.  And to reverse this we must reverse ourselves. This calls for a life of servanthood that challenges our pride and individuality. This calls for a sharp and passionate movement to break us free and clear of our stagnancy. This calls for a level of patience that overcomes our inability to be still. And above all, this calls for a level of love that will strike at the core of our habitually hardened hearts.

Education and the Longing For God

CSLewis.jpgIn his remarkable essay, “The Weight of Glory,” C.S. Lewis writes in an Augustinian vein about the human condition. We are created by God and for God. We are fundamentally desiring creatures, and our desire, whether we recognize it or not, is for an eternal and infinite good: God Himself. Or, as Augustine famously put it in the extended prayer that is the Confessions, “You have made us for yourself, and our hearts are restless, until they can find rest in you.”

In addressing this desire, Lewis says that he is “trying to rip open the inconsolable secret” in each of us. It is a secret, he says, “we cannot hide and cannot tell, though we desire to do both.” “We cannot tell it,” Lewis explains, “because it is a desire for something that has never actually appeared in our experience.” But we cannot hide it “because our experience is constantly suggesting it, and we betray ourselves like lovers at the mention of a name.”

This secret, which is really our inborn longing for the Creator by Whom and for Whom we have been made, is often suggested by our experience most poignantly and profoundly in our encounters with true beauty. So much so that we may try, in vain, to recreate those encounters. In one of Lewis’s most haunting passages, he tells us why such efforts always fail:

The books or the music in which we thought the beauty was located will betray us if we trust to them; it was not in them, it only came through them, and what came through them was longing. These things—the beauty, the memory of our own past—are good images of what we really desire; but if they are mistaken for the thing itself they turn into dumb idols, breaking the hearts of their worshippers. For they are not the thing itself; they are only the scent of a flower we have not found, the echo of a tune we have not heard, news from a country we have never yet visited.

Sensing his success in evoking the very experience he is describing, Lewis asks, “Do you think I am weaving a spell?” Perhaps so, he grants. But in the old fairy tales, Lewis reminds us, spells can be used to break enchantments as well as to induce them, and, he adds, we need the most powerful spells to break the enchantment modernity has placed upon us. “Almost our whole education,” Lewis writes, “has been directed to silencing this shy, persistent, inner voice; almost all our modem philosophies have been devised to
convince us that the good of man is to be found on this earth.”

This is a striking indictment of education in Lewis’s time, and we can be almost certain that Lewis would find the general situation today far worse than in his day. But he might take some comfort in the modest revival of classical Christian education we have witnessed over the last three decades.

Indeed, by inverting Lewis’s indictment of modern education, we get a pretty good purpose statement for classical, Christian schools: introducing students to the world in such a way that their desire for the eternal and the infinite is kindled and then directed toward our Creator and Redeemer.

Pre-Christian classical education knew that the well-ordered soul would be attuned not only to Truth and Goodness, but also to Beauty. The tradition of Christian classical education understood that Truth, Goodness, and Beauty were not abstract principles of being but rather reflections of the nature and character of God. In this light, the well-ordered soul is the soul that has found its rest in God.

May it never be said that we have silenced in our children the very desires that will lead them toward the God Who is their source and their fulfillment. Rather may we take every opportunity to awaken in our students a longing for their own “far-off country,” the “city that has foundations, whose designer and builder is God,” and each lesson in Language, Math, Science, History, Art, Music, indeed in any subject can be just such an opportunity.

Announcing Track D for 2017-2018

We are excited to announce that Smith Prep will be offering a Track D program for the 2017-2018 school year. Our Upper School has traditionally included Tracks A through C, corresponding roughly with 9th through 11th grade. Beginning this fall, however, we will be offering a senior year program that will include three dual enrollment courses, two electives, and a capstone senior research project.

The three dual enrollment courses will be offered in partnership with Palm Beach Atlantic University. During the fall semester, Track D student will be enrolled in Freshman English I and General Psychology. During the spring semester, they will take Freshman English II. These courses will total nine college credits.

Students may then choose two from among the various electives offered at Smith Prep. These electives are academically demanding courses designed to prepare students for the rigors of higher education and the challenges of secular society. To learn more about these classes, visit our Electives page.

Finally, students will be paired with a faculty adviser to work on a capstone research project. Planning for this project will begin in the fall. The project will be a culmination of the student’s time at Smith Prep and will encourage them to put the knowledge and skills they have learned to work as they seek to make their contribution to a specific area of knowledge they have chosen. Students will then present their research to the school community at a special event near the end of the spring semester.

For more information about Track D, please contact our office.